Basically, I'm still (kinda) in that crazy THC post-withdrawal syndrome phase. It's getting hard and my obsession with KenTa is getting crazy. Come on I'm not the only one right? I know you guys out there are feeling the same too. (Don't hide yourself.)
Well anyways, I had made my own part two of THC =P this is what its doing to me. *sigh* but, this was posted on asianfanatic thread couple weeks back and I want to share it here too. So I believe that my syndrome right now is just alright. But, I still re-watch some scenes. I had watched ep 22-25 over so many times and I am serious..at least 5-6th times already. I still cry like a baby..yeap. Each time I watch it I cry.
Well anyways, here it is....
Okay, so this will be the second half of the story. Umm, Yu Jai's tumor
came back to her. So far it's nothing serious so she is taking pain
killers. All her friends, colleagues, family members, and superiors are
getting worry. But Yu Jai still go to work everyday with a huge smile on
her face. Yat Kin and Yu Jai are happily married with a 4-5 yr old
daughter. There might be a fight or two between the two couple and
divorce might come up. But at the end they always make up with one
another. Ben and Mei Suet continues and wedding bells for them is coming
near. Jing Jing and Onion came to a stable relationship. Then one day
at work, Yu Jai was going through and checking on the patients. Her pain
came again but this time it wouldnt go away. Her legs feel numb again
and she collapse onto the floor. Jing Jing rushed over and panic. The
nurse called Yat Kin and they gaved her a room. Her father and Dr.mak
decided to giver her another surgery. Yat kin helped with the surgery
and they went through couple of tests. They tried to remove the tumor
and was at the very last part of it. But something went wrong or
something. (I don't really know) it left Yu Jai in a coma. Yat Kin
collapse right there in the surgery room and onion need to help lift him
up. Yat Kin is so lost and emotionally disable. He tried to work but
his supervisor decided to give him a break. All Yat Kin do 24/7 is sit
next to Yu Jai. He didn't care what is going on around him and did not
take a look at his daughter again. Because each time he see his
daughter, the image of Yu Jai would come up. The daughter now is so
lost. She didn't understand why her mother is in a coma and does not
know why her father doesn't care about her. All she do all day is cry
and ask her grandma, Mei suet and others why her parents is not caring
for her. She keep blaming herself for not being a good girl and for not
being number one in her class. And all they can do is comfort her and
telling her "you're such a good girl. Your parents love you." then one
day she was crying so loudly in front of her mothers hospital room. Mei
suet, Ben, an Onion was trying to quiet her down. Siu Jie came and ran
over saying "oh my poor baby granddaughter." Yat Kin came out of the
room and did not even look at them. He just walked past, his daughter
ran up to him and cling on his leg. She shook him and keep asking him
what did she do wrong. "Daddy don't leave me alone. I'm sorry I'm sorry.
I'll be a good girl and bring home number one. Don't leave me alone. Is
mommy mad at me? Daddy are you mad at me too? I'm sorry." Yat kin just
brushed her off and she stumble on to the floor. Onion lift her up. Siu
Jie, "Yat Kin why are you being like this?" Yat Kin just kept walking.
Mei Suet, "Yat Kin Tou. Yat Kin Tou!!! Jie Fu Jie Fu!! Cheung Yat
Kin!!!" Yat kin stop. Mei suet continues, "what is wrong with you?? Why
are you treating your daughter like this? What did she do to you? She is
innocent. She is your daughter, you and my sister gaved birth to her.
She has your and my sisters blood and DNA. What is wrong with you?? Yes,
I understand that you're so lost right, you're not emotional stable.
You want to collapse but you can't. My sister is already laying on the
hospital bed helplessly; you're still moving, you still have four limbs
attached to your side. Don't collapse now. You need to be strong, you
still have tons of patients to look after, you still have your daughter
to look after. The world doesn't stop, it keeps going and moving
forward." Yat Kin, "what are you saying? What do you mean? How can I be a
good doctor?!!?? I'm not a good doctor!! I couldn't save my brother's
life and now I can't cured the girl of my love!! If I'm such a great
doctor then why is my beloved wife is laying on the bed in a coma?!!?
Huh can you tell me why?? Why did I study for so long for??" Mei Suet,
"why are you giving up?!!? My sister hadn't give up yet; why are you
giving up!! Jie Fu please stand back up. You can do it, we are all here
for you! You need to keep moving forward. During this hardship time you
really need to care for your daughter. She already in a lost and does
not understand why her mother is like that. She doesn't have that mother
love now, her mother can't kiss her goodnight or take her to school or
love her. But you can! You can love her and kiss her. She is already
upset and lost her mother love. Please don't let her lose your love too.
She is already miserable and keep blaming herself. My sister don't want
to see you like this; you know that my sister want you to be happy and
continue and take care of your daughter. (and some meaningful lines.)"
Yat kin look at his daughter who is still crying on Ben's arms. Ben,
"even though she is my god daughter. She still wants and rather have her
father love. I know you are going through a hard time. But so are we
and so is your daughter. Don't neglect her anymore." Yat kin, "I don't
want to neglect her. I love her, but I can't do it. Every time I see
her, she would remind me of Yu Jai. As she is growing older, she is
getting prettier and prettier and she looking a lot like her mother now.
She is like a split image of Yu Jai. -he went over and hug his
daughter- I'm sorry honey. I know daddy had neglected you. I'm sorry,
will you for give daddy?" the girl, "I'm sorry daddy, it's not your
fault it's my fault. I wasn't a good girl that's why mommy is like that.
I wasn't a good girl that's why you don't care for me. I'm sorry I'm
sorry. I'll he a good girl now. Don't leave me daddy."
I guess like later on, Yu Jai woke up from her coma. But she still feel a
lot of pain in her. Yat Kin went back to work after that day. During
his lunch hour, he went to visit his wife. As in enter her room and he
rushed over as soon he saw Yu Jai's eyes were open. He was delighted and
ask if she was feeling alright. Yu Jai look at him and tears flow down.
Others came in was surprise that had awaken. Mei Suet ran over to her
bed in tears. Yu Jai, "I thought I wouldn't wake up. I thought that was
it for me. I thought I wouldn't be able to see you guys anymore. I
didn't say goodbye yet. I was so worry. I didn't want that to be the end
of me. I didn't see Mei Suet and Ben get marry yet. I didn't see my
daughter grow up yet. I was scare." Mei Suet, "don't worry ga Jie, we
are all doing fine and well. Relax and speak no more. What do you need
to worry about? There is nothing for you to worry. We are all here for
you. Ben and I are getting marry soon. Your daughter is a good girl." Yu
Jai, "I'm worry about you guys. The whole time I was thinking if I'm
gone like that, what will happen to my daughter? What will happen to my
husband, my sister, my family members? If I really just left like that,
I'm going to leave with regret. Because I didn't say goodbye nor I left
any last minute message. I'm sorry hubby. I actually feel really unwell
right now. I feel exhausted and in such a pain. My breathing is not that
strong right now. I don't know what will happen next but before we do
anything else I need to leave a message. Nui nui come give mommy a hug.
I'm sorry honey. I'm sorry that I left you so long. You must be mad at
mommy right? I'm sorry baby. I love you." Daughter,"no, im sorry mommy.
Dont leave me. I'll be a good girl, ill be number one in class. Dont
leave me mommy." Yu, "Mommy, daddy, yiu Jie, nai nai. I'm sorry for
being a burden. I'm sorry." them, "no don't be." Yu,"Ben, Mei Suet is my
only sister and I love her dearly. Please take good care of her." Ben,
"don't worry, I'll promise you that I will take really good care of
her." Yu, "Mei suet, be a good and famous doctor. Be a good wife after
you get marry and be happy. I love you. Promise me that you will be the
next famous Dr. Fan-hong neousurgeon? Promise me you'll take after
father? I know you can do it!! Lo gong, I'm sorry. I love you. I'm going
to miss you the most. Be a strong and famous neurosurgeon. Stand back
up as the world keeps going. Do not let this stop you. You need to be
strong and look after nui nui. Please be happy and maybe find another
wife and mother for nui nui? Please don't be sad." Yat Kin, "no!! I know
you'll be fine!! You will forever be my one and only wife and one and
only mother. I'm not going to get another person. I only want you
forever!! I'm going to cure you!! I will, I promise you! I love you!!"
Yu, "guys, the person that I really can't let go the most is Yat Kin.
I'm really worry about him and I don't know what he'll do. Please, can
you guys watch him for me?" Mei, "Ga Jie, stop. You going to be fine.
Why do you sound like youre giving us your last words? You'll be fine.
We all promise you that we will cure you. I dont care, we are not going
to watch your daughter and yat kin for you. You going to do it
Yu Jai went through some testing and treatment. And stuff but yes, she
got cured. During that time it was hard for everyone. They didn't know
what wil happen the next minute. (The next minute, second, hour are the
future. No one know what would happen. Therefore, you should live your
life to he fullest and with happiness. Do not be mad at people and
always smile.) so the story ended with yu Jai being paralyze and a full
time mother, wife, and also works at her father clinic. A happy ending
Okay, I know there is major flaws but but it's my little story that I
got myself into. Lol. Don't kill me guys >< so yea. Yes I know, there is so much flaws in this story. =P