Hello

I changed the header and the color of my blog. 

Back to something nice and simple. 

I would like to say Thank You, to all of you for supporting me through all these years. 

And Thank You for telling me to hang in there. 

I'm basically drowning myself in TVB dramas right now and I'm telling you, 

its the only way I can escape the truth and reality. 

The only thing that I can be on my own and not have to worry about anything. 

It doesn't work with any other dramas, it has to be TVB. 

I don't know why, but I'm glad because this way I can really get my mind off things 

and I can watch TVB again. 

Although, TVB has gone down and most of the series are just ehh, I do miss 

watching TVB. And I felt like I will never be able to let go of TVB. 

It's my one source of happiness.

Update

Hi everyone, 

I am so sorry that I've disappeared off again. 

I knew this would happen. >< 

I am so sorry. 

I really miss blogging so much and I'll try my best to update often. 

Let see what I have been up to lately, 

well its winter break, but I'm taking winter classes. 

And actually a lot of things is happening in my life right now,

and I don't want to face any of it. 

I tried not to think about it, but its there and its always in my head. 

It is something that I can not avoid, but I'm trying to avoid it. 

I don't want to face it, want to avoid it. 

But some of these things are things that I can't just leave them hanging. 

Things that I can't just pretend it never happened. 

I really wish it never happened, I wish everything was a dream. 

But its not and its hurting me so much. 

I try to be happy everyday, and laugh along with my friends, but 

at the end of the day, I would be upset. 

And everything would be popping through my head. 

I try to watch tv and listen to music to forget about it, but it doesn't work. 

I feel pathetic, annoyed, angry, upset etc. 

I want to give up on everything, I want to shut myself away from the world. 

I want to just disappear and never show up again. 

I want to sleep forever because its the only way that I can forget about 

everything. 

And when I wake up, all these will be there again.
I just feel really down. 

Sigh, I don't know what to do or who to talk to. 

I guess I'll just blog about it? 

I felt like all these problems are building up on top of each other. 

Slowly, I'm going to break. 

I feel really depress and this is how I felt in the 10th grade. 

I never felt this way ever since then. 

But this is exactly the same feeling I had back then. 

I tried to be happy and always laughing along with my friends. 

This way, none of my friends know I'm depress right?

I try to hide it from people around me. 

But its hard, its hurting me even more. 

I really don't know what to do anymore. 

Family problems, personal problems, emotional problems, everything problems.

Everything just slowly builds up. 

I'm tired and I'm done with all these. I dont want it to bother me anymore.

But it won't go away. I try to escape it. 

But I guess its best to face it and slowly let it past. 

Would it even go past me? 

I don't think so. 

Most of these problems has a strong imprint and even it does past me, 

it will leave a strong scar that it would never heal. 

On top of everything, I just lost someone that's really dear to me. 

Someone that is really important and very special to me. 

I couldn't believe that this person is gone forever from me. 

I couldn't believe that last monday was the last time I will see her. 

I won't be able to call for her anymore, won't be able to see her anymore. 

This news really hit me hard, but at the same time I didn't want to believe it. 

I didn't want to believe it, believe that she is gone from me forever. 

Although, that day everything stopped for me. I felt my heart stop. 

I felt the world stop, but I also realize life kept going. 

I realize I still need to live each day. I realize nothing stop, but myself. 

I lost my dearest Grandma, and I missed her so much. 

We shared a very close relationship, she raised me, and cared for me. 

She was always there for me. 

I can't believe the person I look up to, is gone from me. 

I wouldn't be able to call her grandma anymore. 

And whenever I call "grandma" no one going to respond to me anymore. 

I miss my grandma so much. 

And on top of this, the person that I like for a year and a half now is probably dating

one of my friend. 

He knows that I like him and we shared a lot of memories. 

Everyone thought we were a thing or going to be a thing. 

We were like an unofficial couple going to official. 

But at the end of last May, we sat down and had a talked. 

We decide that we should stay as friends because we have such a close relationship

that we didn't want to ruin. 

We continue to have the close relationship. 

I thought my feelings for him was gone after summer break. 

But the feelings was still there. 

It didn't change. 

Nothing change between us. 

Although, I don't see him on campus anymore cause he graduated. 

We still have those late night talks and we were still like before. 

Nothing changed. 

But lately, I think he has a different interest now. 

I think he and one of my friend might have something. 

I thought she was with this other guy. 

I thought she liked this other guy. 

I can't hate her, I can't be mad at her

because she's my friend. I'm suppose to be happy for them.

I get happy when I see her. 

She's the cutest thing ever. 

This is something that I never thought and expected. 

I don't know if its true, but from what I've been seeing, it looks like it. 

Maybe I'm just thinking too much. 

I mean, friends can hit each other up, and walks dog together...right?

  I really don't know anymore. 

Apparently, I really like him because he's always on my mind. 

All the memories and everything keep popping into my head. 

I can't let any of these go. 

I still get jealous and upset with him. 

I still get extremely happy and butterflies with him. 

He still make me really happy and make me laugh like theres no tomorrow. 

I guess I still really do like him. 

I don't know what to do. 

I guess I really have to let go... 

Sigh, 

I'm sorry, I rambled. 

There's so many problems in my life right now and I don't know how to fix any of them. 

Well, I guess I should stop talking and see you guys soon. 

Bye

Update

Hello everyone, 

I want to apologies for my disappearance! 

The fall semester had started recently and now I'm 5 weeks in to the semester. 

I'm busy with school work, clubs, and work. Yea, I got a part time job this semester 

on campus. With all these on my plate, I felt like I don't have enough time. 

I'm involved in a club on campus, and its one of the biggest organization in my uni

and we got so many things to do and to plan for. As well as I work three days a week and 

I have classes and gotta catch up on my studies and homework. 

I want to blog more and watch dramas, but I can't :[ 

I don't want to go on hiatus lol because I want to be active. 

I will be showing up here and there I guess, but I guess it wouldn't be guarantee at all. 

I have a feeling that I will just disappeared again, but hopefully I don't! >_< 

Well, anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful school year and if you're not in 

school, then a wonderful year! 

Good luck with everything you guys are doing!! 

And thank you so much for always supporting foreverloveTVB!! 

:] 

A Trip Down Memory Lane... [Love Bond]

"One family should stick together" is what Lam Yat Gong (Michael Tao) the eldest brother of the Lam family stand by. He believes that families should always stick together, help each other out, and "one family, one heart." Of course these statement do stand true, families should always have each other backs and no matter what happens, they will always be there. They are the one that will always stick by you and supports you in everything you do.  And definitely, there will be quarrels once in a while, but at the end of the day, forgiveness is forgiven.

Love Bond, a very lighthearted, warm, and cute series portrays exactly the love and the arguments that one family might have. Its a cute series that portrays sweet, caring, normal day family. It gives such wonderful ambiance that which dragged me into this series. Love Bond is one of my all time favorite drama that I can still watch till this day. I am able to re-watch this drama over and over again and love it even more each time. Love Bond gives off such aura that I can't even explain. It just have that great feeling every time I watch it and I get drown into it each time. Although, there are flaws here and there, but from all the actors to the storyline, I still love this drama.

It was quite hard for me to find a site that stream Love Bond. I really wanted to re-watch this so badly that I tried every year to find online streaming. I remember back when it was released, I watched in through rental tapes. Then when I got into TVB, I was able to re-watch it again online and on youtube. Truthfully telling you, I have re-watched Love Bond back to back so many times in the past that I have memorize each episode and scene. I was that obsesses! But then of course, it was taken off the internet and I wasn't able to watch it again. But recently, I've finally found it again and I am able to watch my favorite drama over again! All thanks to one my lovely readers, Rachel! Thank you so much again for helping me and giving me the link! I know I had caused quite some trouble because the links weren't working and all but, you were really patient and continued to help me! I appreciate it so much!! :D

Let's talk about the drama and I'll try my best not to ramble and make this too long. I really love the character development and how the storyline unravels. Although, I do find some flaws as I saw this so many times, but its still okay and pretty good! I also realized that it kinda draggy, but its okay too. Each character portrayed themselves really well. As each episode progresses, we can see how the characters grows and matures. Lam Sei Hoi - Sei Lo (Oscar Leung) were one of the characters that really had matured and grown throughout the series. He caused troubles and dispute between the brothers and here and there, but in the end he was able to realized the love between the brothers and matured. He also mature in another aspect, like his work attitude and his attitude in general. Chong Ming Jai, Gei Chong Ming (Fred Cheng), on the hand also matured and grew a lot throughout. He finally realized his attitude and stop causing troubles and home and matured. Start helping his sisters out and worked at his sister's tea shop. All other characters such like: Sam Lo (Moses Chan), Yi Lo (Edmond Chi), Money (June Chan) and even Yat Gong himself had changed throughout the series. Basically, each and everyone of the characters had actually matured and grew in their own ways. All the characters had gone through a lot and it was really interesting to see how they slowly changed throughout the episodes.

I really enjoy watching the relationships. Each relationship from the couples to families were really great. We can also see how the family relationship had bonded even stronger each episode, especially the Lam family. We can also see how much love had grown into the family and even with all the dispute and arguments, in the end of the day, the family still stick together and forgiveness were forgiven. It had such great family bond and the relationships between the family and brothers get stronger each time. It was definitely great to finally see the happiness in the family and the chemistry between them were really cute. Aside from family love, the couples relationship were great too. I personally love love Yat Gong and Hoi Sum (Kenix Kwok). They are so cute and adorable, they went through obstacles and finally had and happy ending. They have so much chemistry together and I hope they can be back on screen as a couple again. They were definitely one of TVB's Golden Couples and my favorite couples of all time! Kenix and Michael Tao has so much chemistry that no one can replace and it just pulls you into the drama even more! Moses and Bernice also has such great chemistry and they are also one of my favorite couples. They were more of the funny couple in the drama while as Kenix and Michael were the lovely dovey ones. One of my reasons why I loved Love Bond so much was because of Michael and Kenix! Hehehe.

Well, yes, this is getting long so I'm gonna end it here. Therefore, Love Bond is such a great drama that teaches you the meaning of love and what each flowers represents. The family bond and everything is what Love Bond is about! I really enjoy this drama and no matter how many times I have seen this, I love it even more. Love Bond one of my favorite dramas of all time! And ugh, I just can't get enough of it! I really had hoped for a second season of this, but I guess it won't be happening.